I've had moments of insecurity over the years I was always different I thought differently and people called me naïve, but really I just didn't understand what people were saying, well I was diagnosed with dyslexia when I was in elementary school and started therapy which only confused my brain more (my mom thought she was doing the right thing) well not long after that I overheard the Dr. Tell my mom that I would never be good in school and homeschool was my best option and forget about college. That moment I knew I would be a Dr. and prove him wrong (I did apply for PA school but botched the interview by saying I didn't think conventional medicine was the best- God had a plan there) but I have to say the MANY years leading up to my graduation I was so insecure my first days in college self doubt took over my grades were c's in the important classes but I pressed on I had a teacher that told me I am a terrible test taker BUT I could explain it and always help others understand it and he said "if you can take what you say and apply it to the test" you'll be great. So I did I tried to talk to myself through college it was the toughest times for me but I did it because I am stubborn maybe but mostly because I had a desire to prove to myself I wasn't going to let other people tell me what I could do or could not do. So I have had continued insecurities as far as my thinking goes and my typing is never great or my test messages are confusing to others. It all makes sense to me. I think and type differently (I do get made fun of still for some things I say and process and little differently, But I'm me and I'm proud that God has allowed me to experience so much with what little I have and I have taught my 2 kids to read so far I think that's just dandy :)
Just a little about me and my struggles to get to where I am.
JoyForFitness
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